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Make no mistake my friend, all of this will end, so sing it now.

Getting my braces off on Friday

I’m so grateful that this is almost over! Like I mentioned on Twitter, I haven’t been able to make out or give head properly in years.

I’m grateful for friends who are there for me even though they can’t be HERE with me. Grateful for my ‘sensei’ Dannie who is always playful and positive and helps me see things as they are and not how I wish them to be. Grateful for Rob who supports me no matter what and encourages me when I’m being a scaredy-cat baby.

Can I just get real? Allowing myself to be myself is SO AMAZING. I feel no pressure to be what anyone else wants me to be. And I’m finding that as I allow myself to follow my inclinations, certain opportunities and realizations are opening up in me that I never could have created otherwise.

I’m grateful to be free. I’m grateful that I call the shots. I’m grateful to have full control for the first time in my life. I’m grateful that I can explore my desires freely (but never w/o consequence).

I’m grateful for honesty. I’m grateful for blunt, brutal honesty.

I’m grateful to know that I’m not alone. I’m grateful to be healthy and have all my limbs and senses. Grateful the sun rose today. Grateful for my warm sockies.

GRATEFUL MY BRACES ARE COMING OFF OMG I can’t get over it. Who wants to make out?!

I allow myself to feel good. I allow myself to be confident. I allow myself to love whomever I want. I allow myself to fuck whoever I want. I allow myself to be free of nagging anxiety. I allow myself to enjoy the ride. I allow myself to rest.

I allow myself to want a partner. I allow myself to want many partners. I have control, I can do whatever I want. I can create my life.

I envision myself opening up like a flower. I envision myself as a giant magnet, pulling in kindred spirits and love, and pushing away negative energy and people who would want to harm me.

I love my life. Isn’t this fun?

  1. emmainthemorning answered: Yay!!!! So excited for you! Love you!
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  3. bookofness answered: This is also so very true for me. I feel like we’re going through a similar transition. Lovin’ life right now!
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